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[23 Aug 2008|02:51pm] |
whatthefuck?!?!?
i move to nyc tomorrow. =]=[
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[05 Apr 2008|04:42pm] |
So this song basically sums up my life right now.
Thank You Sia.
I want to change, to rearrange
What is going on
I need to change, I need to play
Like a five year old
I can't detach from the past and all of the pain
I need to learn, start from scratch begin again
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
So I'm going to eat one hundred sweets
I don't care if I get fat
And I'm going to speak I won't censor me
I know I can't take nothing back
And I'm going to jump I will unburden
I cannot go too deep
I will not run from bad things I've done
They're things I'll try not to repeat
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Welcome to
The church of what's happening now
Head straight through
It costs nothing but change
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[16 Dec 2006|08:34pm] |
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christmas cookies are good.
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[09 Aug 2005|04:01pm] |
So you guys I'm gonna sign up for a kickboxing class.
Anyone willing to join?
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[28 Jun 2005|06:39pm] |
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[28 May 2005|12:19pm] |
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so yesterday was fun i hung out with lindee we walked to the park and just swung on he swings and layed on this big colorful merry go round thing, we went back to my house because it was quite cold and then had pizza. After that I went with my sister to the mall and plato's closet where i bought new orange chinese shoes and shirt and a necklace for like 20 bucks. Now its saturday and we have till monday which is really great. My plans for today consist of... I have no idea.
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[22 Jan 2005|07:05pm] |
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eating a cookie and drinking milk at the moment and doing shit also amanda migth come over and spend the night ayay! i wouldnt stop complaining to my parents about how bored i was so mad because i cant go anywhere and i was supposed to go to a party with allison jared and some people for his cousins bday, but nooooo because of the effing snow but i hope amanda can come thatll make me feel better....but woo tomorrow will be great because i'll get to see
RENT! (how exciting)
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| and what do you know i AM 15 |
[19 Jan 2005|06:16pm] |
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the POSTAL SERVICE (brand new colony) |
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You Are 15 Years Old |
15
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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[19 Jan 2005|12:19pm] |
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The rain it started tappin'
On the window near my bed
There was a loophole in my dreamin'
So I got out of it
And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open
Just my nightstand and my dresser
Where those nightmares had just been
So I dressed myself and left then
Out into the gray streets
But everything seemed different
And completely new to me
The sky the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body
And each person I encountered
I couldn't wait to meet
And I came upon a doctor
Who appeared in quite poor health
I said there's nothing that I can do for you you can't do for yourself
He said oh yes you can, just hold my hand, I think that that would help
So I sat with him awhile
Then I asked him how he felt
He said I think I'm cured
No, in fact, I'm sure of it
Thank you, stranger
For your therapeutic smile
So that's how I learned the lesson
That everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some raining
If you're ever gonna grow
And when crying don't help
You can't compose yourself
It's best to compose a poem
An honest verse of longing
Or a simple song of hope
That's why I'm singing baby don't worry
'Cause now I got your back
And every time you feel like crying
I'm gonna try and make you laugh
And if I can't
If it just hurts too bad
Then we'll wait for it to pass
And I will keep you company for those days so long and black
And we'll keep working on the problem
We know we'll never solve
Of love's uneven remainders
Our lives are fractions of a whole
But if the world could remain within a frame
Like a painting on a wall
Then I think we'd see the beauty then
We'd stand staring in awe
At our still lives posed
Like a bowl of oranges
Like a story told
By the fault-lines and the soil
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[07 Jan 2005|11:03pm] |
FRIENDS ONLY!!! comment if you wanna be added
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| what i got for christmas...! |
[25 Dec 2004|01:26pm] |
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hot chick (am to pm christina milan) |
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- death cab for cutie cd! you can play these songs with chords.
- orange stud belt
- loads of socks
- A NEW KEYBOARD(piano) ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!
- A new suitcase
- tons of STUFF by DUFF lip gloss and make up stuff like 20things of it hah
- hello kitty slippers
- hello kitty scrapbook
- $ 60 from folks
- $ 30 from aunt
- $ 70 from other aunt and uncle
- Clothes and little stuff
IM SO HAPPY i got EVERYTHING i wanted espescially that new keyboard...... woo merry christamd
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[24 Dec 2004|02:15pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS HOTTIES!!! :D
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[22 Dec 2004|10:13pm] |
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"HEY HEY HEY!!!"
so i just got back from seing FAT ALBERT! hah yeah i went with my mom,joan(family friend) kristina, lindee and stephanie... it was great sneaking our tubby's dinners inside and it didnt matter cause they didnt care in the end but yeah it was a cool movie and yesterday i saw
-THE AVIATOR!!!
wonderful... magnificent...a masterpeice!!! haha yeah but i saw that with my mom dad and stephanie yesterday it was 2hrs and 45min but so worth everysecound of it!!!
-yeah and i also went to the mall with jared and his cousin tara and that was fun he just got his license and was an excellent driver!
well not much more to add so ....so long!
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so i went to the chrieopractor and my back is really messed up its all crooked and on this chart of how my back is supposed to be it shows liek your spine or whatever and all these graphs are om the side of it to show where you have problems and it goes by color and the normal graphs are all white and it goes green mild blue moderate and red for severe and my graph is like all red all over my spine so now i have to go for like all these sessions all year. oh well i think if they straighten my back i might gain 1/2 and inch and ill be 5'4 OMG that would be awesome!
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[20 Dec 2004|12:32pm] |
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BRAND NEW! (the boy who blocked his own shot) |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Sara
2. Sara
3. Sara
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. BlackCat885
2. Bluekittycat717
3. XoSuperGurloX
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The dark circles around my eyes
2. my shortness
3. my stubborness
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. POLISH
2. POLSIH
3. POLISH!!!!
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Birds
2. FIsh
3. Squirrels
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. friends
2. food
3. naps
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Hello Kitty slippers
2. Blue tie-dye pj pants
3. Hurley hoodie
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get a job
2. get a car
3. getting a wonderful boyfriend
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. a sense of humor
2. someone i can cat stupid around and they dont care
3. someone who has the same interests and respects them
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I cry myself to sleep sometimes
2. I think everyone is way cooler than I
3. I get all A's
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair
2. Lips
3. Eyes
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. DRIVE :(
2. not be judgemental
3. type without looking at the keyboard
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. singing
2. scrap booking (lame i know)
3. bowling
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. work out
2. hang out with my friends
3. doing anything rather than sitting on my ass
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. becoming an actor
2. becoming a musician
3. becoming a make-up artist
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. London
3. New York
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Westin
2. James
3. Landon
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be famous
2. be successful
3. be in love
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. You
2. i dont care
3. and anyone else who reads this damn thing!
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the news of the year is so exciting but of course i cant tell you or youll be so jealous beyond belief...
god i am happy and its christmas and then i got all my x-mas shopping done too, i think i get a gold star for that.
Also my hair looks so amazing sorry it does and i have to brag because i got this new shit to use in my hair and it looks like "new haircut" good haha you people know what im talking about when it looks so sleek and smooth and shiny right after its cut, like in the commercials!
in other words HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JARED ! :D
i want all my fucking presnts now!
oh and tomorrow i have no plans, i might help paint my sisters house but i dont think she wants me to :( someone call me so i can do something!
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[17 Dec 2004|08:02pm] |
just got back from the chiropractor yeah i think there really is something wrong with my lower back cause i was dieing on the table when she was pushing on it so we'll find out soon...
<3
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[15 Dec 2004|07:13pm] |
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paul + me + mall = conceited/retarded/fun/leos
so when i came home i called paul and he came and picked me up...!!!
for the first time in my life my mom let me drive with a teenager!
OMG :0 haha yeah she never does let me go with people and today for the first time in my life she let me, so i'd say thats pretty speical!
so we both had $60 and we went out to eat and that cost $20 effing bucks omg too much id say that dinner screwd us over with what we wanted to buy and shit so i bought presents for
dad
mom
lisa
me (hah)
amanda
and some others...
and when we left we couldnt find his car and it was so cold and then he hopped in and listened to miss britney spears...
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[14 Dec 2004|05:56pm] |
Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?"
Christina
You have strong morals and respect your friends. Singing and Acting are a passion... You are very smart though also.
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[13 Dec 2004|08:49pm] |
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lately life had been good i suppose...
ummm yeah haha nothing is going on with that subject and my horoscope is so right...
am i the only one who actually belives and lives by their own horoscope...
maybe im just a loser... oh well and break is gonna be here and i did absolutley no x-mas shopping yeah and im glad i have talked to paul cause i felt like i was growing apart and he is so obnocious and i over react too much... haha
to bad you dont care cause ive given up hope... :(
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